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Free Talk Live => The Show => Topic started by: earthbrown8 on June 03, 2013, 10:43:50 PM
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Times when all goes well. Perfect times when upon reflecting one sees how good it is. Just to be. Meeting with others of like minds and enjoying the kindness of having great times and just being alive.
When hearts meet and find a source of energy that in their beings attracted the kind. Who dosnt mind saying what they think. Screaming at the top of their lungs if need be.
Unafraid of anything. Bold as the sunshine. On the frontline. Of peace and a goal that someday the aggression will end. The taking away of what is basic to the freedoms that have been taken away.
I've been listening to the show for a while. When I think about what's gone down and surmise in total what this is all about. Trolls or A holes or lousy crank callers or whatever.
Cant drown out, the good radio sound Ian and Mark and the dedicated who run with them put out. It's a good thing. That will bring positive and change and good things.
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You and Dave from Montana should hang out.
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I can write. Crazy stuff. Things I think about and realize that's so. Maybe in my self hatred and insanity someone might see that I'm really just a flawed human being who is really nowhere near as bad as he see's himself to be. Yeah. I can look at myself and see the stupidity I display on my ignorance and lack of ability to be normal as so many seem. I do the best I can and believe it or not people actually rely, value and love me.
There is good in all of us no matter how annoying someone can be. When they just can't seem to get it and keep complaining while not changing. As dark and hopeless as I may sometimes feel. I am able to see that it's not real. There are calm times. Moments where everything seems to go perfectly and cool breezes refresh our souls.
I said. I write.
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It's all gotten beyond me. One can think they have a Understanding
I do and nothing has really. It's all a game. Witness true insanity. All comes down to repeating the same actions and expecting different results.
None of you understand but maybe one or two. People sometimes reassure me I'm not as bad as I think. Might take 5 minutes I'm distracted pondering if they got a point. I do see and appreciate greatly the care.
Raining now. Windows open. The cool air. To me this is bliss. Washes away all my inequities. So calming. Grateful. If anyone who dosnt just see me and laugh. Maybe someone can relate? Thing is If I can turn my crazy into funny I could earn? Long shot. All good comics today seem to base their humor on their F Ed up pasts. Just on that I got plenty material Nd I'm not even into how screwed up I am now.