I normally don't talk about what I believe, because very few seem to understand... I just gave up. If someone asks me "Do you believe in God?", I'm not sure how to answer, and not due to agnosticism.
You see, I don't see God as a dude sitting up on a cloud, or even a being or a creator... but as everything and nothing. God is the universe... I don't really mean in a Gaia-style super organism or anything... God is Quality (as described by Pirsig:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pirsig%27s_metaphysics_of_quality) and Dynamic Quality is the Numinous (
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Numinous). God is what all religions and science are reaching for. God is the Theory of Everything. God is the Tao. God is reality.
I dunno, I give up. It all makes sooo much sense in my head, but never sounds logical when I output it. I also can hear songs perfectly in my head but can't even get a few words out if I try, so I think that part of my brain isn't well connected, haha.
Does this make any sense to anyone? All I know is I certainly seem to stand alone. Atheists think I believe in something mystical, Christians reject that I don't see God as a person. *shrug* Whatever
