So, it seems this forum's dead... Shame... It used to be the only home I've had...
Ian killed it... Of course it was his forum to kill, but, as I've so rigorously expressed earlier, it (not just Ian's actions but the fact that no one else understood their significance) ended all possibility of trust...
I swear, by every cell in my body and every chemical reaction that ever occurred inside my skull, that I would have been in New Hampshire, with bells on, many years ago... if not for all the anti-intellectual bullshit and all the crucifixions I've suffered on this forum (forget all others)...
And so I remain, alone... and alone I will perish...