For the record I have tried and tried to figure all of this out before and came up with a complete answer. A lot of theologians would probably disagree. whatever.
My God is one of Love, peace and freedom. He will always love me no matter what, and he is always with me. It's a spiritual experience that is between God and me. To make it short and sweet.....the news sisters and brothers is that we can have the freedom to believe or not and still God will be there no matter what.
This would mean that yes he loves us all no matter what we believe, think, feel or say about him. and isn't that not what church's today and Christians say today....they say the complete opposite !
If there is a definition of God it would be LOVE.
rearrange you mind about what you were taught and see it through different eyes.....what the mainstream church is telling you is that if you don't have money we don't want you....and if you don't wear the right clothes and work at the right places and think the exact way that the rest of our church goers think then your not welcome. that is all BS.....God would never do that to anyone.....why he would eat dinner with tax collectors (modern day drug addicts), prostitutes, and the lepers (modern day homeless)