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Re: Drama in the Free State
« Reply #5040 on: July 22, 2012, 08:11:59 PM »

You sound like this character!  Sir, where is your heart?
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Re: Drama in the Free State
« Reply #5041 on: July 23, 2012, 06:40:50 AM »

Rich has a IQ of 146. I am sure he can get himself out of this mess.
I never heard The Tin Man laugh evilly.
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Re: Drama in the Free State
« Reply #5042 on: January 18, 2015, 10:29:44 PM »

Ok, let's get this train back on the track and it doesn't have to be as crude as it was in the past but still fun at least. So,
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So. I am not in New Hampshire, will not be returning to New Hampshire, will not be visiting New Hampshire and I will be leaving this here FB group. I would like to sell my lifetime membership. Please PM me if interested.
This is just asking to be a topic for selection to reboot this thread. Anyone got any insight or speculation? Fire away. We might even get this BBS fired up again. It sure was the main attraction back in the day and a great recruiting mechanism for the FSP whether people wanted to admit it or not.   :lol: If not, I tried.
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Re: Drama in the Free State
« Reply #5043 on: June 16, 2015, 05:41:51 PM »

http://jesusisthewaythetruththelife.com/node/2

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My Testimony - Coming out of the Darkness

Seems that mostly my whole life has been darkness. I was a happy enough kid, but then I started having sex and things just got all messed up. There were all the tragic breakups, ripping my heart apart from loving someone then being separated from him. Then at 17, I got pregnant. I didnít want to mess up my college plans, so I had an abortion. Boy, I wish Iíd known then what I know now. I wish Iíd known how messed up my life would be over killing my baby.

The depression and desperation started sometime soon after that. I basically slept with most anyone whoíd have me. Iíd be in a relationship with someone and then be wondering why it wasnít making me happy. So then Iíd go on to the next relationship in hopes that person would love me enough to make me happy. Somehow, I never found a man who could do that for me.

I married. That still wasnít enough. So I talked my husband into an open marriage, and I continued my search. Looking back on this time is so horrible. I broke up at least one marriage with my sleeping around, and didnít even care at the time. I kept on until one of the men I was sleeping with molested my daughter. It took that to wake me up.

After a long hideous trial, the guy was sent to jail, and I left my husband and moved to Texas. I stayed away from men for a long time (or a long time for me). After we moved to New Hampshire, I started dating a little, but then something good happened to me.

My mother had been praying for a husband for me, and I think her prayers were answered. I was drawn to Russell online, so we started talking and decided to marry. He flew to NH and we married that day. Russell is a Christian, and I was an atheist, so it was a strange match at first. Maybe itís not so strange now.

Every once in a while Russell would mention abortion and I would cringe inside. He didnít know that Iíd aborted a child. I didnít tell him. Gradually, I came to see that I was wrong about that Ďblob of tissueí Iíd rid myself of, that it had been a child Iíd murdered. Even an atheist can see that murder is wrong. I didnít have any way out of the guilt, though, there was no way to undo the wrong Iíd done.

Russell explained to me something Iíd not known before. Sex bonds a man and woman together for life. Thereís even a chemical basis for this, Iíve recently found out. I was really messing with things by sleeping around so much.

Things were much better with Russell. I wasnít desperate to sleep around, but was still tempted occasionally. He couldnít have been more loving, but I still wasnít exactly happy.

Then one time Russell was hauled away to jail, taken right out of his work. I was so sad over that - there didnít seem to be any hope that heíd ever really be able to work. I missed him terribly. I was listening to a lot of Alex Jones at the time, and the state of the world seemed also so hopeless. It seemed like all the bad people in the world were taking control and wanting to enslave or kill all the rest of us. I came to a point where I said our only hope was for God to save us. I asked Him for forgiveness for all the terrible things Iíd done in my life.

I didnít see much change at the time, but not long after that our roommate asked me what had change, since I seemed happier.

Time went on, and I started trying to learn about God and the Bible. It took a long time before I admitted to anyone, even Russell, what had happened -- maybe 6 months later. After I told Russell, things began to really change with me. I started reading the Bible like a madwoman. Things that once seemed OK to me before were now uncomfortable. I learned that God gave us laws for how we should live in order to keep us safe, like a good parent sets down rules for their child. When we break those rules, that is sin. God canít be in the presence of sin, so the penalty for sin is death and weíre sent to hell to be kept separate from God. But God loves his creation and wants us with him, so he gives us lots of chances to repent and be with Him. Blood sacrifice can cover sin, but only a perfect sacrifice can remove it. So God sent his son to earth to be that perfect sacrifice and let him die in pain and shame on the cross to pay the price for our sins - for my sin, so that we wouldnít have to pay the price of eternal damnation. I learned that any of my sins, even telling a lie, would have been enough to damn me. Lucky for me God woke me up and let me see the truth. The Bible says that to unbelievers, this whole story seems to be just foolishness. I certainly saw it that way before. God has to reach out to unbelievers for them to understand. Iím very thankful he did in my case.

So a while back, soon after I told Russell Iíd become a Christian, I prayed and asked God what I should do in his service. The next night I had a dream. I was like that gal, Casey Anthony on trial for killing her little girl. I was on the witness stand saying that I wasnít guilty of killing my little girl, but I was guilty of killing my unborn child. And I knew in the dream I was supposed to use this huge public platform, being on TV, to suggest to women that itís not good to kill our children, unborn or otherwise.

When I woke I was in quite a tizzy over it. Telling people what Iíd done was the last thing in the world I wanted to do. I fasted for several days and finally got up the nerve to tell Russell what Iíd done. I was so afraid heíd leave me. I need not have been afraid. He just held me as I cried and told him.

Iíve since started working at a crisis pregnancy center. Ladies come in for free pregnancy tests, and I try and give then a little information about abortion, sex, marriage, God. Iíve learned that most women who have abortions experience depression and many have self-destructive behaviors they engage in over it. It certainly was so in my case.

(Also from Alex Jones Iíve learned that the world system being set up loves abortion, genocide, eugenics. Obamaís Science Czar Eric Holdren wrote a book promoting eugenics - forced sterilization, forced abortions. http://www.prisonplanet.com/obama-science-advisor-called-for-planetary-r...)

The other day I was searching for something on the forum, and came across one of my old posts. I was shocked. I donít talk that way any more. I donít think that way any more.

I have a peace now that I havenít had since childhood, or maybe never before. I was so driven and unhappy before. I was a slave to sin. All the sex was an obsession I couldnít let go of. Once I got it in my head I wanted to sleep with someone, well, I kept at it until I succeeded. It was miserable being so desperate for love. I guess the peace I have now is from the love of God and the forgiveness of my past evil. My whole world has turned around so much, itís hard to even explain. Itís easier to forgive what others do to me, since Iíve been forgiven of so much. Itís easier to be compassionate when such compassion has been shown to me. Iíve been freed from the domination of sin. Iíve truly come out of the darkness and into the light.
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Re: Unofficial History of Drama in the Free State
« Reply #5044 on: June 16, 2015, 06:45:00 PM »

Welcome back blackie
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Re: Unofficial History of Drama in the Free State
« Reply #5045 on: June 27, 2015, 03:17:27 AM »

Jesus fuck.
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