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AL the Inconspicuous

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Alex Libman was wrong.
« on: January 29, 2010, 12:15:33 AM »

I guess the first step is to admit that I have a problem...

This problem often manifests itself through uncontrollable urges to write or say (but never do) very angry and violent things directed at the subject of my hatred, almost invariably the state.  I've always recognized that the verbal or written expression of this anger was irrational, but until now I've justified it under some sort of a poetic license that I've made up in my head, and that I now wish to renounce.

It was wrong of me to talk about killing cops, blowing up capital cities, etc, because those statements have negative consequences not only for me but also for people in movements I associate myself with.  Please don't take this confession as an admission that I was wrong about everything I've ever said, only my violent rants, which I now recognize that I need to stop.  Which is not going to be easy, because it's almost like an addiction of sorts - I feel all bottled up before I do it, and I feel better afterwards...  I recognize that I need to find better ways of dealing with my emotions.

I accept the responsibility for the stupid violent things I've said and wrote in the past, and I recognize that it was and is logical for some people to ostracize me as the result.  I will look for ways to correct my problem -- and it is my problem and no one else's -- and I can only hope to earn their forgiveness someday in the future.
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Re: Alex Libman was wrong.
« Reply #1 on: January 29, 2010, 12:19:04 AM »

If this is sincere then awesome on you.

*Tentative High Five*
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Re: Alex Libman was wrong.
« Reply #2 on: January 29, 2010, 01:03:24 AM »

Were you busted? Did they make you say this?

Still, good for you if this is sincere. I'd join your little farming network or whatever if I was nearby, but not if it had the threat of violence hanging about.
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« Reply #3 on: January 29, 2010, 01:27:08 AM »

Thank you.  :D

No, I wasn't busted, but ostracism from some core FSP members has been a powerful motivator.  I may theoretically still lose my self-control, as I have countless times in the past, but now I know that there are serious consequences to those failures.  Having to hold in my violent verbal diarrhea all the time is very bad, but having good people ostracize you is much worse...
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Re: Alex Libman was wrong.
« Reply #4 on: January 29, 2010, 01:39:04 AM »

I'm only ostracizing you for cycling accounts. :P For the deadly virus, I have Folding@Home. :D
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Re: Alex Libman was wrong.
« Reply #5 on: January 29, 2010, 01:52:37 AM »

Yeah, "cycling accounts" is another example of emotionally-driven irrational behavior that I should cease.  Several times I've done it out of freakish mood swings and desires to "quit the liberty movement" cold turkey...  And several times I've done it just to frustrate the people who'd over-react to it - another "poetic license" that I now wish to renounce.
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Re: Alex Libman was wrong.
« Reply #6 on: January 29, 2010, 01:55:38 AM »

Who doesn't vent every now and then? Its healthy. Suggesting fighting is not so much.
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Re: Alex Libman was wrong.
« Reply #7 on: January 29, 2010, 02:00:21 AM »

good on you libman,  I would say that this is was a very decent thing for you to do.
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Re: Alex Libman was wrong.
« Reply #8 on: January 29, 2010, 03:20:37 AM »

if you're actually part of the FSP, where are you in new hampshire libman?
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« Reply #9 on: January 29, 2010, 04:51:24 AM »

I've had one foot in New Jersey and another in New Hampshire for almost 3 years now, and that will have to continue to be the case a while longer...  I like to keep a very low IRL profile for now, which is a completely separate issue from the one this thread aims to address.
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Re: Alex Libman was wrong.
« Reply #10 on: January 29, 2010, 05:26:04 AM »

If the price were right, I would have sex with Libman.

This should be a meme.
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« Reply #11 on: January 29, 2010, 06:26:08 AM »

(1)  If I wasn't asexual I'd be heterosexual, but I appreciate the compliment all the same.

(2)  I think most people would even have sex with Reagan's corpse if the price was right.  No matter how unpleasant it would be - a few minutes later you're a billionaire for the rest of your life!

(3)  That's not what this thread is about.
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Re: Alex Libman was wrong.
« Reply #12 on: January 29, 2010, 08:02:27 AM »

For a few billion dollars I'd engage in a necro gangbang.

Can these people track your IRL name to your online names, Libman? Or do you say this stuff to lots of people IRL too?
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« Reply #13 on: January 29, 2010, 08:52:02 AM »

Yes, and it has gotten me in trouble IRL as well.  The problem that it comes off even less convincing IRL, like the loser with Social Anxiety Disorder that I am, it's very obvious that I'm overcompensating.
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« Reply #14 on: January 29, 2010, 09:52:24 AM »

I think we've made some real progress here today.

Group hug?
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