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« on: December 25, 2013, 12:29:50 AM »

I would like to confess to a few things.....(and i dont give a rats ass what you think either)

- 1 i like porn (who doesn't)

- 2 i hate the holidays  (its depressing when u got no1 to spend it with, and you're also broke and have no $$ and the fucking  UIB DEPT  -UNEMPLOYMENT INS DEPT WONT GIVE YOU ANY FUCKING  $$ BECAUSE YOU FUCKED UP AT WORK)

- 3 i've thought about suicide  a few times...  ^^ SEE 2^^  (just havnt done it  )
depression sucks and yes, ive even walked into a few stores looking for ways to drink myself to death  or just pop a few pills...
im jobless, $$less, and fucking depressed!!!!!!! and i have no1 to spend the holidays with....


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« Reply #1 on: December 26, 2013, 03:37:27 PM »

Kudos to you for having the guts to be so honest. I feel like you're desperate for a little human interaction because you're feeling lonely and that's completely understandable. Here are a couple thoughts (take 'em or leave 'em since you don't care what I think).

The board is not that busy because social networking like Facebook took it's toll. That said, Facebook and the other social networks are starting to suck in many ways and people are getting disillusioned with them and the board is becoming a little more active again. That's my take anyway. Could be wrong.

If you want people to have conversations with you here, do things that make having a conversation with you more appealing instead of less like...
* Don't be spammy. Make substantive posts, i.e. quality over quantity.
* Don't be purposefully annoying just to get a reaction. Ex: Your arbitrary and excessive use of all-caps text screams "Pay attention to me!" and yet it makes me want to click the ignore button. All caps text has come to mean that you're shouting and people don't enjoy being around people who shout excessively. It stops having any meaning when you do it all the time.

I'm just trying to help. I think if you keep up those kinds of tactics, the effect is going to be the opposite of what you intend and you're just going to get more depressed.
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« Reply #2 on: December 26, 2013, 03:52:40 PM »

Kudos to you for having the guts to be so honest. I feel like you're desperate for a little human interaction because you're feeling lonely and that's completely understandable. Here are a couple thoughts (take 'em or leave 'em since you don't care what I think).

The board is not that busy because social networking like Facebook took it's toll. That said, Facebook and the other social networks are starting to suck in many ways and people are getting disillusioned with them and the board is becoming a little more active again. That's my take anyway. Could be wrong.

If you want people to have conversations with you here, do things that make having a conversation with you more appealing instead of less like...
* Don't be spammy. Make substantive posts, i.e. quality over quantity.
* Don't be purposefully annoying just to get a reaction. Ex: Your arbitrary and excessive use of all-caps text screams "Pay attention to me!" and yet it makes me want to click the ignore button. All caps text has come to mean that you're shouting and people don't enjoy being around people who shout excessively. It stops having any meaning when you do it all the time.

I'm just trying to help. I think if you keep up those kinds of tactics, the effect is going to be the opposite of what you intend and you're just going to get more depressed.



uhm.... there are days where im not even sure i want to live anymore....
i just might pull the plug and no1 will know  about it...
i wont make any calls or w/e,   wont text anyone that im gunna kill myself by suicide

i'll just do it...and no one will know...

i just wonder what ppl will do with my belongings and such 





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« Reply #3 on: December 26, 2013, 06:06:47 PM »

Do you have family locally? What's that situation like?
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« Reply #4 on: December 26, 2013, 07:30:26 PM »

Do you have family locally? What's that situation like?


my dads in SC 
and my mom is in NY but not  NEAR ME...

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« Reply #5 on: December 28, 2013, 10:32:20 PM »

One of the best ways I found in my life to feel meaning in life again is to look for ways to volunteer in the community. It doesn't have to be the often thought of service at the homeless shelter, it can be something simple, like doing something nice for a neighbor. A lot of times you can just walk around the block and find people out in their yard working on something, and depending on where you live offering to help them might be welcomed. It's amazing how fast you can feel good about yourself when you are helping those around you.
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« Reply #6 on: December 29, 2013, 12:15:31 AM »

One of the best ways I found in my life to feel meaning in life again is to look for ways to volunteer in the community. It doesn't have to be the often thought of service at the homeless shelter, it can be something simple, like doing something nice for a neighbor. A lot of times you can just walk around the block and find people out in their yard working on something, and depending on where you live offering to help them might be welcomed. It's amazing how fast you can feel good about yourself when you are helping those around you.

THAT....................  doesnt help me....

ive thought about suicide the last few weeks.,...

im fucking depressed,
i have no job

NY STATE WONT GIVE ME ANY  UIB MONEY  (EVEN THO I FUCKING QUALIFY EACH AND EVERY FUCKING WEEK)

LIVING OFF OF  SOC SEC  IS NOT FUN!!!!

so yes,  the thought of  SUICIDE HAS CROSSED MY MIND,..
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