One of the best ways I found in my life to feel meaning in life again is to look for ways to volunteer in the community. It doesn't have to be the often thought of service at the homeless shelter, it can be something simple, like doing something nice for a neighbor. A lot of times you can just walk around the block and find people out in their yard working on something, and depending on where you live offering to help them might be welcomed. It's amazing how fast you can feel good about yourself when you are helping those around you.
THAT.................... doesnt help me....
ive thought about suicide the last few weeks.,...
im fucking depressed,
i have no job
NY STATE WONT GIVE ME ANY UIB MONEY (EVEN THO I FUCKING QUALIFY EACH AND EVERY FUCKING WEEK)
LIVING OFF OF SOC SEC IS NOT FUN!!!!
so yes, the thought of SUICIDE HAS CROSSED MY MIND,..